I'm gonna take for all it's worth.
The feeling I feel:
I have been working hard. Some days are harder than others. I eat clean 90% and then there is a 10% of "dirtyness". But that's ok. I am a human, I'm not a robot. I like Chocolate, I like Chicken Wings but I LOVE my Breakfast Fruit and Nut cookies from my Eat Clean cookbook. So there IS a happy medium. I'm the same person, but my choices are different. Actually maybe I'm a little bit different. Now I know I can do it. Not that I ever doubted myself. But it's the first time that I am ever successful in weightloss doing it all on my own. Not to diss the programs out there. I did Weight Watchers years ago, did it work for me, yes, for a little while. But I lost my mojo...I didn't keep my eye on the prize, so to speak. Oh but not this time...my eye is on it...I haven't looked away, not for a moment.
So today is a good day for me. I am going to take it, and keep it tight in my hands. I look forward to the next 20 or 30 or 40...I've come this far, why stop now right. I have nothing to loose really, except 70 fucking pounds...!!!!! Really...yes, really!
Oh and for the record, my ASS is sore from that Cycle class...but I love it...I love being sore, it reminds me how hard I worked. I love that sweat was seeping out from my neck and running down my back, it reminded me of how hard I was pushing myself. Today I did an Abs class, then a Yoga class right after...those classes remind me of what I need to do to win the prize. It's all falling exactly where it should.
Keeping my eye on the prize and a sweet prize that will be!